"Paint me," I said to my lover Giovanni. "Make
my body your canvas."
We bought jars of body paint filled with universes of color:
alizarin red, lemon yellow, aquamarine, emerald green, lavender,
pearl white and licorice black.
We entered the inner sanctum of his studio, where not even
his wife was allowed, but I was, perhaps because I was something
forbidden, something that defied even Giovanni's rules.
Through the skylight the spring sun seemed close, as if
it wished to see what we were about to do.
As soon as the door was closed he turned to kiss me but
I stepped away from him. "I want only your hands on
me, smeared with paint."
I knew that he wanted to devour me; he is a man of large
appetites: for food, for sex, for his work. It was this
hunger that had first attracted me to him so many months
ago, at an opening for his most recent show. I saw him take
an appetizer from a tray and place it entire in his beard-framed
mouth. Some sauce dribbled down the corner of his lips and
his tongue darted out to catch it. He looked up and caught
me staring, but I did not turn away, mesmerized by his bright
hazel eyes.
Giovanni cleared some space on the studio's paint spattered
floor and proceeded to unroll raw canvas across it. I unbuttoned
my shirt and let it fall to the floor, then I stepped out
of my shoes and socks and out of my jeans. Fully naked I
stood with the sunlight shining down on me. He looked at
me with familiar hunger in his eyes, and for a moment I
wondered if he would ignore my command and crush me in his
arms; but instead he took the jars of paint out of their
bag and lined them beside the outer edge of the canvas.
I walked onto the canvas and lied on my back. Then I spread
my arms out and closed my eyes, breathing in the smells
of the studio: oil paint, turpentine, raw and painted canvas,
the sun-warmed wooden floor. And I could smell him, too,
the smell of paints and sweat that always clung to him.
Suddenly I wanted to hold his corpulent body against me,
but I couldn't. Not yet. I wanted only his hands on my body,
to feel the sweet torture of his nearness but not to touch
him myself.
"Paint me," I said, opening my eyes. I said it
the same way I would have asked him to fuck me, and I was
glad to see my words had that effect on him. His breath
quickened, his long-lashed eyes brightened.
He stood above me, staring at me, running his fingers through
his bushy sable brown curls. The first button of his short-sleeved,
pale blue plaid shirt was undone, revealing a peek of almost
black chest hair. He stood with legs spread wide apart in
baggy dark blue jeans dotted and streaked with paint, and
his worn, brown leather boots were also splashed with dried
paint. I longed to get on my knees, unzip his fly and pull
out his heavy cock. But not yet.
Giovanni knelt beside me and opened the paint jars. His
eyes studied my body the way that he would a blank canvas,
figuring out where to make his first mark.
As he watched me I gazed up around me at his paintings
hanging on the walls, huge canvases filled with bright swirls,
dribbles of paint soft as rain drops,
expanses of translucent colors layered with ribbons of coruscant
textures. Sometimes you could see certain images: a rain-streaked
window, cave formations, couples entwined in fantastic embraces.
Cold wetness touched my stomach and I shivered. He had
finally dipped his fingers in a jar and was painting small
circles across my skin. With one finger he dipped red paint
into my navel. I sighed, and writhed like a cat at his touch.
My cock was stiff, and it twitched in the air at Giovanni's
every touch.
His fingers traveled from my stomach to my chest, kneading
my nipples with rough, penetrating gestures. I cried out,
fighting the urge I had to grab his head and force him down
on me. He smiled, seeing desire written across my face,
where the blood had rushed to prickle me. Giovanni painted
lines on my forehead and cheeks with his thumb. Then he
dipped his hands again into the jars.
This time, hovering over me, he dribbled paint from his
raised hands, dotting my skin with tiny droplets of yellow
and aquamarine. I closed my eyes, the sunlight making me
see red behind my eyelids. I arched my back; the canvas
beneath me was rough, the paint on my skin soft and slippery.
I then felt his big hands run along both my legs, smearing
color. He kneaded my feet, massaging paint deep into my
flesh. I laughed; he knew that I was ticklish there.
"Turn around," he said, his voice husky with
lust.
I obeyed him, leaning on my knees and elbows. He started
with my back, spreading a thin layer of paint on it, so
that the more he rubbed the drier it got. I felt him drop
globs of paint on top of the dry surface, then his fingers
lightly ran across my shoulder blades. With more paint he
drummed his fingertips down my spine. With each touch my
body thrilled with innumerable sensations.
As I felt his hands on me I knew that he was getting lost
in the art of creation, my body not only a source of eroticism
but a new surface for him to explore. This is what I had
wanted, his two fiercest appetites working upon my flesh.
He began rubbing my ass, which I raised to let him get
a good grip. I felt him blow cool air in the crack and my
hole puckered. I knew that he was grinning. I was growing
delirious with desire. I didn't know how much longer I could
remain without him in my arms. I wanted him to fuck me right
then, with my ass in the air like a beast, his hairy chest
against my back, his hands on my nipples. And yet I held
back, my lust increasing with the denial of need.
He knew I was shivering with want for him; I was sure that
he could feel it, but he continued to paint me with increased
urgency, only pausing to dip his hands with more paint.
Giovanni turned me around again, making me sit up. We stared
at each other longingly. His tousled hair stood up like
a mad scientist's.
His gaze dropped to my prick, the only part of me untouched
by paint. His painted hand played with my balls, tugging
lightly at them. Then, with his other hand, he traced lavender
and aquamarine lines along my foreskin. He gripped the base,
causing clear fluid to leak over the lines of paint. With
light strokes, Giovanni began to jerk me off; with his other
hand he grabbed the back of my head and pulled it back,
baring my painted neck.
He put his mouth to my ear and whispered in his soft, husky
voice: "How much can you stand? How much? Don't you
know how bad I want to be inside you? I can't wait to push
my dick up your ass and make you scream." He was torturing
me, stroking me and talking dirty in my ear, his breath
warm against my skin.
I could stand it no longer. I took his stroking hand and
stopped him, then grabbed his head and brought his lips
to mine. Our tongues touched briefly before he cruelly pulled
away; my mouth smarted with the taste of him, cigarettes
and mint.
Giovanni stood up and walked away to a corner of the studio;
I had the urge to crawl after him and cling to his legs
but before I could resolve to do so he returned with a condom
and a bottle of lubricant; I almost whimpered with anticipation.
I brought my head to his crotch and felt his hardness beneath
the denim. I reached for the zipper but he dropped the bottle
and the condom, took me by the shoulders and lifted me to
my feet.
"Come here," he ordered, taking me by the hand
and leading me to a full-length mirror on the other side
of the big room. He stood me before it and I saw myself.
I was transformed. With lines, streaks and dribbles of
paint I had been changed into someone new, someone that
defied description. I was a savage smeared with war paint,
a mythic creature who wore its creator's mark upon its flesh
and stared back at itself with haunted, famished eyes.
"Fuck me," I murmured.
"What did you say?"
"Fuck me," I repeated, louder, my voice thick
with wonder at what I had become in his hands.
He grabbed my arm and brought me back to the canvas; roughly
he threw me back upon it. He took a rag off his work table
and wiped his hands clean of paint. Then he stood before
me and tore his shirt off, revealing to me the great expanse
of densely-forested chest and belly. How my fingers longed
to rake through that hair; how my face wished to press against
that belly and breathe in his smell.
His hand reached for his fly and I heard the thrilling
sound of his zipper being pulled down. Oh, but he teased
me, only fondling himself without pulling it out. He wanted
me to beg.
"Please," I said, crawling closer to him, "please,
please."
After a few more moments, Giovanni pulled his cock out
of his jeans. Without hesitation I enclosed it with my starving
mouth.
He gasped, taking my head in both hands and pushing his
cock further in, until I was gagging on it. I took it all
the way, my nostrils tickled by his wiry pubic hair. He
grew harder in my mouth, so firm and plump, slickened by
my warm saliva. My hands reached for his chest and I played
with his large brown nipples, almost hidden in the tangle
of hair, making him groan.
I loved the feel of his cock fucking my mouth, filling
me with its delicious taste. But I had to have him inside
me. I could wait no longer.
So I lay on my back as he undid his jeans and let them
fall to the ground in a heap around his ankles. He knelt
before me, took the condom wrapper and removed its contents,
deftly pulling the rubber onto his cock. He smeared his
cock with the lubricant and then, spreading my legs, shoved
two slick, thick fingers in my asshole. I cried out as he
rubbed them in and out, making me ache for his hardness
inside me.
"Fuck me," I cried, impatient. "Now."
When he finally touched my hole with his cock head I nearly
screamed. My hole gobbled him up and took him in its tight
grip. He groaned, caught his breath. I pulled him into my
arms, smearing his chest with paint. I kissed him, and this
time he let me feed on his mouth, letting my tongue roam
inside.
He had been fucking me slowly, but suddenly he grabbed
me by the waist, drew me closer to him and shoved himself
hard into me, pumping me with a relentless beat. He was
so far inside me that I saw shooting stars behind my closed
eyelids; I knew that soon I'd be speaking in tongues, for
there was no other language to express what he was doing
to me.
Beads of sweat fell off his face onto my chest, melting
into the paint. I stroked his bearded face, ran my fingers
through his hair. His hazel eyes were ablaze, gleaming at
me, roaming across the field of colors that was my body.
I wrapped my legs tighter around him. My hands stroked
his back, finding the small patch of downy hair across his
shoulder blades. Behind my closed eyes I saw us as if I
were someone else gazing at us from the skylight. I imagined
what my new body looked like, writhing beneath Giovanni's
heavy body. The sight of my painted self had turned me on
more than I had expected. I was a wild, wanton man, and
now my new skin reflected this inner quality.
This thought sent me into renewed frenzy. I bit into Giovanni's
shoulder, scratched at his back with my nails, raised my
voice in incomprehensible cries, and he responded by fucking
me harder, growling, his low-hanging balls slapping wetly
against my ass.
With a shout he pulled out of me and stood up, taking off
the condom and flinging it across the studio. His cum spurted
all over me, the final layer of paint on his canvas. He
came prodigiously; drops spattered my face and chest and
stomach. Some drops landed on my cock and that was enough
to send me over the edge; I took my cock in hand and stroked
myself to a shattering orgasm, Giovanni's cum still raining
over me.
A few moments later Giovanni lied next to me, his fingers
smearing our mingled cum onto my skin. He looked at me as
if I were someone he had never seen before.
"You're something else," he said.
Yes; I was his work of art. Now I hungered for him more
than ever.
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